I am writing here as I am struggling to cope and don’t know what to do. I married again for the second time, 4 years ago. This was to the life of my life who I had first met 20 years ago but re connected with. Nothing had changed over those years and our first 2 years were blissfully happy. 2 years in my husband started to behave really strangely, out of character. Now my husband is s shadow of his former self. Cognitive loss, fluctuationing dementia, really odd physical problems. Despite endless tests he still had no clear diagnosis and is seeing range of doctors at national neurological hospital in London. He has not worked for 3 years, can’t drive and cannot be safely be left by himself. I am left to care for him, my 2 children and 3 step Children, work full time. I no longer see friends and we have lost contact with so many people. I feel like my life has stopped. He is emotionally very demanding and rings and messages me endlessly when I am at work. I bounce between guilt and anger. I love him
Still but I feel like I have lost the person I know and love. I am 47 and he is 50. I don’t know what to do any more and often feel life is just not worth the effort
Still but I feel like I have lost the person I know and love. I am 47 and he is 50. I don’t know what to do any more and often feel life is just not worth the effort