Perhaps a good cry would do you good? Cheaper than breaking something! I'm widowed, I know that in the early days everything got so bottled up inside that ultimately having a good cry let out all that pent up emotion. I must have boosted Kleenex profits in 2006, that's for sure. Perhaps it's part of the acceptance process, part of the understanding that your old life has been stolen from you. Don't think that crying is a sign of either weakness of failure. It isn't in my books anyhow.
Just rang her office they are going to contact her for me. I wrote down te appointment in my dairy when I was speaking to her the other day. I thought maybe I was wrong but I checked it and I got the day and time and place right. It took a lot for me to contact a support service. I've been let down by so many professionals over the years it's was just easier to do it all myself. Now this and I'm sitting here at the hospital wondering if I should bother with this support service at all now. I'm sitting outside while my husband has his lunch. I'm upset so I'm trying to get a grip because hubby gets upset and has a tendency to over react if he sees me upset.
I didn't expect to be so upset. I thinks it's because I'm used to being let down by doctors and CPNs and the like but I really thought I could trust this lady, it came as a shock when she let me down. It's ok give me a little time and I'll get over it.