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Thank you for the kind replies. It was reassuring to know that I am not alone despite the fact that you think you are the only one in this situation. It is only now that I have the time to go online and read other inspiring stories and others that need help. Everything is still raw and can't stop crying even when typing this message as I know she's at peace but am still angry, upset and lost and feel guilty that I know she would want me to move on but it's easier said than done.
I feel lost
by Di_15071 » 07 Jul 2015 09:59
Hi, I am Di and new to this site but am willing to try anything at the moment. I lost my partner of 23 years recently after caring for her for eighteen months. She passed peacefully away at home with me holding her hand as she slipped away, During this time I cared for her having taken time off from work.I know she is at peace but I now feel totally lost , without a meaning to go forward and don't know what to do. I try and keep busy and sort things out but every day I start with a list and get nowhere as everywhere I look or touch reminds me of her. I end up just in a total mess and cry without reason. She was at home for the last few months really poorly and I now find that my life that used to revolve around her and her needs is now empty. I know everybody I speak to says time is a great healer but that's all I have at the moment. Does anyone else feel like this or am i just unable to move on.?
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Thank you for the kind replies. It was reassuring to know that I am not alone despite the fact that you think you are the only one in this situation. It is only now that I have the time to go online and read other inspiring stories and others that need help. Everything is still raw and can't stop crying even when typing this message as I know she's at peace but am still angry, upset and lost and feel guilty that I know she would want me to move on but it's easier said than done.
I feel lost
by Di_15071 » 07 Jul 2015 09:59
Hi, I am Di and new to this site but am willing to try anything at the moment. I lost my partner of 23 years recently after caring for her for eighteen months. She passed peacefully away at home with me holding her hand as she slipped away, During this time I cared for her having taken time off from work.I know she is at peace but I now feel totally lost , without a meaning to go forward and don't know what to do. I try and keep busy and sort things out but every day I start with a list and get nowhere as everywhere I look or touch reminds me of her. I end up just in a total mess and cry without reason. She was at home for the last few months really poorly and I now find that my life that used to revolve around her and her needs is now empty. I know everybody I speak to says time is a great healer but that's all I have at the moment. Does anyone else feel like this or am i just unable to move on.?
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Joined: 07 Jul 2015 09:43
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