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Tue Mar 22, 2011 1:29 pm
What next?
So far this year seems to be going so fast, and i feel so alone in some respect,
There really seems to be nothing in place for people who gave there whole life up to care.
Im in counselling at the moment as my world was turned upside down with the death of my grandmother,
Its really felt like someone got a snow globe and shook it upside down and theres my life laying there in pieces.
Im trying to pick them up slowly but its a struggle, and im just shocked how there really is no help for people like my self who gave up there whole life from a young child,
Even filling out the census form was hard, I felt like so,me low life who never worked but in truth i worked harder than most who worked a 9 to 5 job,
Money is very tight and im having to claim job seekers to get a job, And again feeling like someone who is bumming of the state in the way thats treated,
They look at me odd when i dont have the experience on paper of a "Real" job as they see it,
Where in fact i have cleaned, injected, lifted, medicated, spent 20 odd years with hardly any sleep and getting my grandmother to all her hospital appointments and being her arms and legs!
Just felt like a rant
grrrrrrr
And im still fighting for the flat that i have lived in for over 20 years, As im her granddaughter??? Though she was more like my mother as she took care of me since i was 6 weeks old? so i in some way "should" have rights to take on this tenancy,
But goodness the way they have treated me is shocking, There just look at me like im something out of the gutter and that hurts,
I wish that somehow i can help make changes that our needed for former carers , I will fight this and kick up all the storm that i need to make changes,
Any hows rant over lol just needed to get that all out! thanks for reading
So far this year seems to be going so fast, and i feel so alone in some respect,
There really seems to be nothing in place for people who gave there whole life up to care.
Im in counselling at the moment as my world was turned upside down with the death of my grandmother,
Its really felt like someone got a snow globe and shook it upside down and theres my life laying there in pieces.
Im trying to pick them up slowly but its a struggle, and im just shocked how there really is no help for people like my self who gave up there whole life from a young child,
Even filling out the census form was hard, I felt like so,me low life who never worked but in truth i worked harder than most who worked a 9 to 5 job,
Money is very tight and im having to claim job seekers to get a job, And again feeling like someone who is bumming of the state in the way thats treated,
They look at me odd when i dont have the experience on paper of a "Real" job as they see it,
Where in fact i have cleaned, injected, lifted, medicated, spent 20 odd years with hardly any sleep and getting my grandmother to all her hospital appointments and being her arms and legs!
Just felt like a rant
grrrrrrr
And im still fighting for the flat that i have lived in for over 20 years, As im her granddaughter??? Though she was more like my mother as she took care of me since i was 6 weeks old? so i in some way "should" have rights to take on this tenancy,
But goodness the way they have treated me is shocking, There just look at me like im something out of the gutter and that hurts,
I wish that somehow i can help make changes that our needed for former carers , I will fight this and kick up all the storm that i need to make changes,
Any hows rant over lol just needed to get that all out! thanks for reading
