Well,really what i feel is being a carer is like screaming as loud as loud could ever be,into your pillow,and ive done that,pillow absorbing all that rage,anger,fury,outrage at the reality of being a carer in britain in 2010.

it islike a pillow screaming session here,and,a bit less effective too.

while i do tend to feel a bit better after a full-on scream into my pillow,here,i find,often,threads prompt you to yhell into the pillow.