well i have a lovely week of peace and doing things when i want and if i want .. went to woburn safari on saturday and watford sunday for abit of shopping and a meal out.. in to the 2nd week now all going well untill today ..
Had carers review about mum with the social worker today whilst she was in respite .. Mum got some home truths from me and i didn't mince my words about what happen to me to the social worker..
Cut a long story short they are now sending mum home on monday well i have to collect her, they are going to increase the care package by add a evening call in .. i wasn't happy about but there is no spaces in care home for mums needs .. she can't go to a nurseing home as she doesn't need nursing care .. Its a residential home she needs and currently there is no funding available.. Hence they are doing her care at home..
So i told them if thats the case i am moving out asap.. as i don't want anything to do with my mum anymore..They have now forced me to do this as i don't want to be in the same crap as last time, My nerves are still shot, i had 2 panic attacks last week so i am off to the dr on thurs for appointment to see what he say's ..
Had carers review about mum with the social worker today whilst she was in respite .. Mum got some home truths from me and i didn't mince my words about what happen to me to the social worker..
Cut a long story short they are now sending mum home on monday well i have to collect her, they are going to increase the care package by add a evening call in .. i wasn't happy about but there is no spaces in care home for mums needs .. she can't go to a nurseing home as she doesn't need nursing care .. Its a residential home she needs and currently there is no funding available.. Hence they are doing her care at home..
So i told them if thats the case i am moving out asap.. as i don't want anything to do with my mum anymore..They have now forced me to do this as i don't want to be in the same crap as last time, My nerves are still shot, i had 2 panic attacks last week so i am off to the dr on thurs for appointment to see what he say's ..