I'm srugling more and more on a personal level with my own problems never mind that of those i care for! My level of pain is unbearable im on morphine amitriplyne and cocodamol but still get no sleep and little relief from the pain. The nights are the worse and im struggling more and more i just want it to stop i sit here at stupid o,clock in the morning looking at the bottle of tablets wondering how many it would take for the pain to go away.Just need someone i can tell how i feel and this the only place ican think of sorry just so tired ............