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I don’t care anymore. I want out. I never wanted to be here in the first place. I didn’t get a childhood and now I’m being robbed of an adulthood. I sure don’t have it as bad as many of y’all but I can’t fight I no strength, no courage. I’m weak. I’m doubtful and in pain from years of neglect and abuse. All I pray for is I die in an accident so my family gets some money to survive cause I can’t support them while I’m alive. Where am I supposed to go with this? Why am I supporting to keep up appearances? Kids dying on the daily and I can’t save ‘em and no body tried to save me. I do my best but the best never matters. We can’t make a difference unless we have connections or are wealthy. Where am I suppose to go with this? Who is going stop our inflammatory economics and discrimination? There isn’t anyone who has time for that when we’re busting our asses for hours, we ain’t got time for this. Our generation is about to be annihilated by debt and gun violence. Or worse we are going starve trying to feed our babies. I can’t do this anymore. I keep praying god takes me out of this cause I’m too weak to make it better. I have no more motivation.
I don’t care anymore. I want out. I never wanted to be here in the first place. I didn’t get a childhood and now I’m being robbed of an adulthood. I sure don’t have it as bad as many of y’all but I can’t fight I no strength, no courage. I’m weak. I’m doubtful and in pain from years of neglect and abuse. All I pray for is I die in an accident so my family gets some money to survive cause I can’t support them while I’m alive. Where am I supposed to go with this? Why am I supporting to keep up appearances? Kids dying on the daily and I can’t save ‘em and no body tried to save me. I do my best but the best never matters. We can’t make a difference unless we have connections or are wealthy. Where am I suppose to go with this? Who is going stop our inflammatory economics and discrimination? There isn’t anyone who has time for that when we’re busting our asses for hours, we ain’t got time for this. Our generation is about to be annihilated by debt and gun violence. Or worse we are going starve trying to feed our babies. I can’t do this anymore. I keep praying god takes me out of this cause I’m too weak to make it better. I have no more motivation.