by
norrms » Sat Jul 12, 2014 4:13 pm
NIGHT OF THE DEMON
As I stood there, fists clenched, teeth gnarled and screaming like a banshee, somewhere in the distance I could hear Elaine’s voice. I could barely make out what she was saying. It eventually became a little clearer that she was saying
“Your Safe Norrm’s” Your safe ““I`m here, you haven’t lost me “
Only minutes before I was thrashing through the water, trying to find her, trying to save her, I kept diving underwater frantically trying to find where she had gone. This happened just after we were driving up a road when a huge flood came thundering down the hill and hit us. It threw us high up into the air and down into the murky depths. Seconds turned into agonising minutes and what seemed like hours had passed as I continually screamed with lungs full of water, Elaine’s name, time and time again, but I still couldn't find her. Panic started to set in and I felt as if my whole being was being punished from within.
“Your Safe Norrms””, Hold on to me, please””, I am here, came the voice, and as I came out of my hallucination I realised I was still at home, safe in the arms of my very own Angel. This was only the start of what turned out to be one of the worst nights I have had for a long time. Earlier in the week I had seen sparrows flying around the front room and sat amazed as they flirted from chair to chair, and even smiled when one flew just past my nose. None of this was real to anybody else of course, only me, but just my Lewy Body’s disease visiting me, playing with my mind, trying to rob me of my sanity and drag me into the abyss!!
Last night was a very bad night, after what has been a very good week, no rhyme, no reason, just Lewy Body`s doing its worst!! But it hasn't reckoned on the strength of my Angel Elaine and the support I receive from oh so many. Am I tired? Hec YES!! Am I weary? Hec YES!! Are we having and early night tonight?? Hec YES!!!
ARE WE DEFEATED?? H*LL NO!!!!!!!!!
Please share, best wishes, Norrms and family xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
