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Hello again, abit lonely tonite, anyone there? - Carers UK Forum

Hello again, abit lonely tonite, anyone there?

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Dont know why im feeling bad now 'cos ive had quite a peaceful day, no kids(they're at their dads)My Dads ok on saturdays 'cos he likes watching sports and stuff, mums abit achey but had a good day reading the paper and having a rest, been a very easy day for me ,still cant unwind though?
Any advice Image
Wotcher.

I'm a bit confused. You've had a reasonably peaceful day but you can't unwind. Are you worried about something? Or just need some distraction?
Im not sure? think Im not used to having time so go abit 'funny' when I get it. Really cant relax though and its my first night off for a while Image
I wondered!


It's a strange feeling isn't it? People would often ask me if I wanted them to come and sit with mam and my sis for a while so I could get out for a bit. I thought 'but what would I do? And where would I go? And (most importantly) who will give me money to go out?'!!!!!
yep, look forward to the break so much and then I feel so tired and stupid that I waste the time Image Image
Oh, I posted a brilliant reply and got logged out so it's lost in the ether.

So you're putting pressure on yourself to enjoy your break, so much so that you can't actually enjoy it. Are you getting regular breaks?

Or maybe it's some kind of respite paradox where you can't enjoy what you allow yourself to have. Like reverse psychology, forbid yourself from enjoying this break!
I think your understanding it too well, thanks for listening, im off to bed now, sweet dreams and thanks again for being there x
You're welcome! Chat to you again.