Thank you to everyone for taking the time and trouble to reply, I really appreciate it. I'm sorry that I can't figure out how to reply to you individually, but please know that all your comments have been hugely helpful to me. Although I still don't know exactly what I am going to do for the best, I...
Thank you to everyone for reading my post, I'm sorry its long.
I'm grateful for any replies and to hear I'm not the only one going through this, which is what it feels like right now.
I wish you all the very best xxx