Like all of you it was very difficult for me , I did not even send cards out missed putting Lyns name on them , but people understood .... http://www.carersuk.org/images/icon_neutral.gif Spent the day with Dj and Amy shed tears , but a cuddle from my boy put me in the right frame of mind ... Be glad...

<t>Hi gang just to let you know I am ok but at times it has been very difficult .... We all have the problem of something triggering a memory , I cant get used to cooking for one , cant get used to not talking to lyn while I cook , seems silly I know but it is a memory and was a big part of our life...

<t>Phoebe just had a bad two or three weeks my-self ... grief depression just hit me that my Lyn is nor here .... its good to have good friends around and a wonderful GP ... feel better today but know it will be a long road that I must travel along ...<br/> <br/> Stay strong ... every body is differ...

<t>Had a good cry last night , could not stop , I had bottled it up i know I should not of done .... do feel better this morning .....<br/> <br/> My dear friends I thank you for your support and understanding I am so glad that I am on this forum .... take care ..</t>

Thank you my wonderful friends , I have been been to the docs today , and he says what you have said , and he expected me to come in at some point .... I go back to see him on the 23 rd , the only date he has got ..... One problem with that date , it would of been Lyns Birthday .... but I am determi...

Booksey thinking of you on this sad day .... I have been so down this past week , I found some of lyn's jewellery when I was looking through a little chest of draws , also found a note that she wrote i dont know when that said " I love you so much thanks for what you do " , this completley cracked m...

Just been looking through the forum and just thought I should be on this part , My Lyn passed four months ( may 19th 13 ) .... It seems we have all have had the same feelings and thoughts , even now I forget that I dont have to sort out tablets any-more , and the bed is very big with one person in i...

You post when you can , we all know how difficult it can be at times , welcome once again and await your next post ...

Well done phoebe the first step is always the hardest , good luck with it will be thinking of you on that day .... http://www.carersuk.org/images/icon_smile.gif Always in my thoughts ((((((((((hugs ))))))))) http://www.carersuk.org/images/icon_smile.gif http://www.carersuk.org/images/icon_smile.gif ...

Seeing your GP is a good idea he will put you in touch with the right people if so wish ....Mine phones me up to make sure that I am ok , and If I require anything he has told the people that are on reception to treat it as priorety... There are never two days the same , not that there ever was , bu...