Hi there Nick and welcome to the forum. I'm really sorry that life is so difficult at the moment and that your marriage has come to an end...its a horrible thing to go through without all the other worries too.
I have moved your post to the New Members forum so others will see it and come along to welcome you and offer their advice too.
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